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when your high horse dies

Posted on 2006.04.22 at 10:36
i quit smoking. after the time i blacke dout at a rather inopportune moment it was just not worth it. i had a good time on wednesday over break, but it wasn't worth however much that shit cost and the labor/paranoia that went into actually doing it. i didn't do shit on 4/20; vince said he never wanted to smoke with me again, then went and vomited many times from pretty much the same shit that made me black out. i'm not mad at him about that or anything, just satisfied it bit him in the ass. anyway i'm gonna do my best and stay clean. i don't have a thorough addiction, and it never got to the point where i'd do it alone.

i'd write a long emo entry about prom and how shitty it makes me feel and how lonely i am and how i'll never get a girlfriend blahblah but it's stupid and no one reads it and you know my opinions about everything will change within the next day. but to cut it short - i doubt if i'm going, simply because i don't have the money.

my life is like a really long game of tetris


motokonokoi at 2006-04-23 03:53 (UTC) (Link)
Wait...you were smoking? Pot?

I'm disappointed. Sorry to be so blunt and a bitch about it, but that's truly how I feel. At least you're stopping though. That's good.

And don't worry about the prom. It's not a big deal. It's just one freaking night. Who cares. I didn't go to mine. Everyone told me I'd regret it. But I still don't. Everyone told me I'd regret not going on my senior trip to Disney World too, and I still don't regret that either.
Anonymous Pirate
nothingstatic at 2006-04-23 22:40 (UTC) (Link)
Disney world scares the shit out of me
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